Really sorry about just randomly posting. My anxiety has been truly bad and the mediciation prescribed me to help made it 10x worse. I mean truly bad. I’m starting to actually come around, exercising again, etc. I really missed being here

Boy oh boy what a ride this has been…

I have sort of given up applying for work for now. I’m happy that I have family that can help if it gets too bad. Maybe this next company will offer, maybe not. Meantime, I just keep building.

How to be an ally in 3 acts

Used Thumbtack to find a local pro to mount this TV Tuesday. I’m not willing to pay more than $100 and I found a guy around my price range. My normal pro has moved to Allentown which is a couple hours away. He’s really good though.

Not impressed with the stock widgets on iOS 14 so far.

New TV to mount to the bedroom wall. Pretty inexpensive for being 4K HDR. Same LG as my living room but 43”. Hoping the pro I hired has the right tools…

I don’t know what made me do it, perhaps me getting into training shoe obsessions, but I bought all kinds of bands…

Apple Watch as a Fashion Accessory |

It took me a few years but I could finally afford to get a new Mac. Mac Mini: Finally |

New Place Chronicles: Revamping My Office & Living Room

I still long for my last place but I am here now and I like it.

From: New Place Chronicles: Revamping My Office & Living Room > I still long for my last place but I am here now and I like it.

At the Salon.

The amount of sales on HomePods lately has been ridiculous. I picked up two more, a stereo pair for my office and one for my living room AppleTV. Another one will be purchased open box for an AppleTV stereo pair.

Things are going as far as the job search goes. I’ve gotten a few bites here and there and after the most promising interview and rejection I’ve had, I’m finally back at it.

I’m doing the right thing after wrestling with this for months and calling CYS. The circumstances eat at me and I know I will terminate a decades long friendship. But I need to save that child

Poverty and lack of education and generational ignorance and poverty, mental illness, and abuse is a horrible environment to bring a child into.

Black. Lives. Matter. Period. ✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽

Apple Watch Series 5 is a serious upgrade over my Series 1 and so I’ve gone a bit crazy with bands. I finally feel it justifies being considered an accessory with this version.

I’ve waited for 3 long years for a fast computer and the Mac Mini hits the spot. I’m so goddamn happy…

The final iteration of my office.

Looking forward to these guys…

Spent an assload of money today but I really can’t work when I yarn install a package and the CPU is at 98%

So I had to make a purchase.

As I get back into exercising I needed a new Apple Watch as well. My Series 1 is barely functional at this point.

My current computer situation is extremely bad; my 2015 iMac’s Fusion Drive was dying, sold it and got my 7 year old MBP back. It’s too slow. On a Zoom call and it froze

Wasn’t getting unemployment for a month and a half but I do now. I just wrapped up an interview and am applying to other places. Rent is paid till August.

I haven’t been posting here much.

Our company had a massive round of layoffs and as a new dev I was on the chopping block. Uncertainty and panic attacks…just stressed